Catch up



i got the car on Friday night from my aunt. i have been driving around which was fun, although my vertical parking was hilariously bad. Bought my mom to the temple yesterday, and went shopping for awhile before i went over to Alexis’s to spend some time with her. She teared when I saw her as I know she is going through a stressful period now because of finals. I tried to comfort her as much as i can. i drove us to this plain field of grass near her place. I’ve never came or explore this area before. But i was glad we did and found this nice location where I think it is a perfect place to just lie down and stargaze in the night. The moon was perfectly pretty yesterday and the song Cleopatra by The Lumineers was playing from Alex’s phone. The moment was so beautiful that it made me think of him. An hour after that, I sent Alex home and went to meet him for dinner.

He paid for dinner. He held my face with his left hand at the escalator and said “ughhhhhh” because I was annoying him. I was taken aback what he did but I felt I was his last night. We went to the beach, he had ice cream and I laid down on the rocks and stargazed with him. It was about 2am, I drove him back home and I asked him “what are we doing?” and “do you still have feeling for me?” He said he doesn’t know, laughed and said yes, he still does have feelings for me. When he asked me back, I answered him “I like you even more now.” And the drive back was almost silence that I felt so comfortable with him.

I wanted to hug and plant a kiss on his cheek before I dropped him off, but i didn’t.



What an amazing night with these bunch of monkeys last night. My work colleagues are the best when it comes to having fun. So much had happened at work that no words can describe what each and every single one of us had been through. And last night, we left all of that behind and just focus on having fun. One of them is leaving us on Monday to pursue something even greater. It is a beginning of something new, I hope. Hey KK! do what you are capable of doing, always.

Catch up


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The Classic Honey Toast
Met Garrett for dinner and drank. It has been 3 weeks since I last saw him at a class outing. A lot has changed, in a good way of course. The main plan was to have dim sum and craft beer at Good Luck Beerhouse, unfortunately, the kitchen was closed. So, we headed to Stateland cafe for dinner first. I had mentaiko tiger prawn pasta with earl grey tea and braised beef cheek risotto with caffe latte for him. On top of that, we shared nacho cheese fries. The earl grey made me realised how much I missed drinking tea altogether. We ordered desserts right after that, classic honey toast and mochi brust with winter melon softserve. We shared but mostly i was eating the classic honey toast. When I took my first bite, it felt like inside of me just exploded with joy. The toast was superb!

I forgot what was the name of craft beer I had but it was stout and there was a hint of coffee taste. It is smooth and I really appreciate stout a lot more after he introduced them to me. I didn’t finish my beer because I felt nauseated half of the time at Good Luck Beerhouse. He finished it for me. We chatted a lot and when we were done, we walked to the bus stop to take the bus home. While I was sitting next to him in the bus, I felt different, like we are closer now. I am not sure if those feelings I had was supposed to mean anything.

Oh wait, why do I have to feel anything in the first place?